I can’t go out. It’s the most beautiful and warm day, all sunny, flowers are blooming and people are having picnics. But I can’t go out because I have very severe pollen allergy.
It’s enough for me to be two minutes outside. Then I start sneezing so much that it hurts. I’ll cough my lungs out. I can’t smell anything, and I can’t see a fucking thing because my eyes keep itching and watering. Even with five different medications it’s no difference. And this keeps going almost two months, because different trees and plants start spreading pollen at different times of the summer. And during the two months I can’t sleep a single night whitout waking up all the time because of the suffocating feeling. I hate this. Every year I miss the most warmest, most perfect days because it hurts to be outside. :(

Eurovision song contest. Probably the gayest competition ever. Half-naked girl dancers with a blunt koreography, sequins, glitter, wind machines and corny lyrics with very vapid melodies, and countries voting only their neighbouring countries.
Must see. :D
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People (mostly guys) keep naggin me about my drawings.
“Why do you always draw Gerard, or some other member from MCR?”
“You’re drawing Gerard again?!”
“Why you’re always drawing some pretty boys?”
“Could you draw something else?”
